The Flute Of Seven Stops
The Flute Of
Seven Stops was a short story written by Dion Fortune and published in 1936 by Selwyn & Blount Ltd. It was one of fifteen stories included in the horror collection, Nightmare By Daylight, selected and edited by literary agent, Co-Mason and one-time Fraternity of the Inner Light initiate, Christine Campbell Thomson. CCT also published one of her own short stories, Empty Stockings, within its pages, under the pseudonym of Flavia Richardson.
I suspect ardent readers of Dion Fortune will immediately recognise her style and thoroughly enjoy the read. The story does not appear to have ever been republished and the copyright has now expired. I have edited a small handful of words which were acceptable at the time, but which some modern readers may find now stick in the throat. Any spelling mistakes, omissions or layout foibles are exclusively my own.
The Flute Of
Seven Stops
~ by Dion Fortune
A big man
with a stern, deeply lined face walked on to the platform at Euston where the
boat train stood drawn ready for its long race to the North. There was but a
minute to the time of departure, and he hastily opened the door of the first
empty compartment he came to and got it was the last coach of the train, and
most experienced travellers would have avoided such a location ; but he
preferred the oscillation to the enforced companionship of other passengers,
who might have tried to force a shipboard acquaintance upon him, for he was a
solitary man, preferred the companionship of his books and his gramophone to
that of his fellows.
He had
hardly settled himself in the corner of his compartment when the whistle blew
and the great boat train moved slowly forward on its long journey to the North.
Hauled by two powerful racing-engines, it rapidly got up speed, and before the
end of the long platform was reached vas settling into its stride—when suddenly
there was a rush and a crash as a man leapt on to the footboard, tore open the
door, and fell into the carriage. He recovered himself quickly, but before he
could close the door behind him a second man had hurled himself through the
aperture. The first-comer whirled upon him, drove his fist full in his face,
and sent him hurtling backwards on to the metals. The original occupant of the
carriage had a momentary glimpse of a broad squat form and a flat sallow face—and
all was over.
The man who
had effected an entrance, having succeeded in getting the door shut, dropped on
to the seat in a half fainting condition, and would have rolled down to the
floor if his fellow traveller had not sprung to his assistance and got him
safely on to the seat. This task accomplished, he was stretching up his hand to
pull the communication cord and apprise the officials that an accident had
occurred —for no one could have hit the ground at the pace the train was moving
and escape injury—when, before he could carry out his intention, the stranger
caught his arm.
"One
moment, I implore you. You little know what you will involve yourself in if you
pull that communication cord; for your own sake I beg you to desist."
John Austen
paused, arrested, his hand in mid-air. "But the man is certain to be
injured," he said. ' 'He may be run over by the next train."
"Then
the world will be the better for it. A fouler reptile never moved upon its
surface."
"But I
can't have the man's death on my conscience."
'Yow will
have a man's death on your conscience if you pull that cord, for if you save
him it will certainly cost me my life. Look, he has made one attempt
already." And thrusting his hand under his waistcoat he withdrew it
covered with blood.
John Austen
paused, irresolute. The face that had flashed upon his vision for a moment
certainly bore out the statement, for it was the face of an animal inspired by
a human cunning, whereas the man lying on the seat had the head of a scholar
and the refined hands of a cultured man. He hesitated, and was lost. Anyway, as
the man had fallen just outside the station, he had probably been picked up
long ago; besides, why should he involve himself in what was manifestly a shady
business?
The man on
the seat lay resting a while. Then, turning his head, he looked his companion
full in the face and spoke.
"You
saw that man's face as he fell?"
Austen
nodded.
“What would
you do if you were dying and were leaving your only daughter in the hands of
him and his fellows?"
Austen was
nonplussed, but before he could answer the dining-car attendant put his head in
at the door and bade them take their seats for the first luncheon. He rose,
glad the excuse to terminate the conversation, and then, with his hand on the
door, paused, for he suddenly remembered that the man was bleeding, might
possibly be seriously injured.
"Can I
be of any assistance to you?” he said. "I am afraid you have had some
injury."
"I am
perfectly all right. The greatest service you can me is to leave me entirely
alone." And he turned his face to the cushions and closed his eyes.
Austen
perforce left him, but throughout the lunch he pondered upon the strange events
whose fringe he had touched.
The meal
concluded, he made his way down the length of the swaying train and re-entered
his compartment, which, to his relief, was now empty. He was about to take his
seat when he noticed that his dispatch-case, which had been upon the rack, now
lay in the corner he occupied. It contained important papers, and was unlocked,
and, cursing himself for his carelessness, he hastily opened it to see whether
it had been tampered with. A parcel met his eye. He wrenched it open and found lying
in his hand a flute, some ten inches long, made of pale-green jade and
curiously carved; the workmanship was of an Oriental type, and there were only
seven stops instead of the usual eight of the European octave; round the flute
was a bundle of bank-notes, and, enclosing all, a letter.
The letter began
without preamble.
I can only ask your pardon
for the burden I am laying upon you. I would not do it for my own sake, but for
our children we will do many things. My daughter, Averil Allinson, you will
find on board the boat when you arrive. Give her the enclosed money and tell
her what has happened to me, and I beg and implore you to do all in your power
to safeguard her until she can join her relations, for she is in grave danger.
As to the flute, guard it with the utmost care, for attempts will be made to
steal it, and when you are in mid-ocean, beyond any chance of its being washed
ashore, fling it overboard. May the Unseen Powers, Who rule all things, do unto
you, and more also, as you do unto my child in her hour of need.
As for me, I have been
stabbed in the abdomen, and am bleeding to death from internal haemorrhage.
Nothing can save me. I am a doctor and know what I am talking about. There is
nothing to be done but to think of the living, and I believe that I can serve
their interests best by going to seek death before death seeks me. I therefore
intend to throw myself from the train. If you give the alarm, you will very probably
be detained in England while the matter is being inquired into; which will do
me no manner of good and prevent you from assisting the one person who most
urgently needs your help.
I give you my grateful
thanks, for, if I am any judge of men, you will not fail me.
Charles
Allinson.
John Austen
gave an exclamation of anger as he read; it was the letter of a lunatic. As the
man was not in the carriage, he might quite well have carried out his threat of
suicide; but on the other hand, prompted by some insane love of notoriety, he
might have merely concealed himself in another compartment. To search the train
effectively would need the co-operation of the officials and inevitably involve
Austen himself in the affair, which was extremely undesirable, in whatever way
one might look at it. If the man had flung himself from the train at the pace
they were going, he would, of a surety, be past all human assistance; and if he
had not, then he was all right. Austen made up his mind that he would deliver
the money to the daughter, provided she herself were not an hallucination
…. As to the jade flute, he would give
her that also, and she could do with it as she saw fit. If she were in need of
personal protection she could apply to the ship's officials. His resolution
taken, he settled back in his corner, and, with more impatience and anxiety
than he cared to admit, awaited the train's arrival at the quayside.
The usual
rush of stewards took place as the train ran the gloomy harbour station, and
John Austen presently found himself moving slowly up the gangway on to the
ship's deck. At the head of the gangway there stood a young girl, eagerly
scanning every face that came aboard. She could have been little more than
twenty, and her slight form was swathed in heavy brown furs. On her head was a
close-fitting fur cap beneath which curls of red-gold hair escaped bright
against the sable. Austen, in whose life women played no part, would have given
her no more than a passing glance had he not suddenly become aware that half hidden
behind a deck door was a man of the same squat type as the fellow who had been
hurled from the train outside Euston Station, and that his whole attention was
absorbed in narrowly watching the girl in the brown furs.
Austen gritted
his teeth. Here was indeed confirmation of the story; his fellow traveller was
of an age to have a grown-up daughter, and the Lett, or Finn, or whatever he
was who was observing her so narrowly, was certainly not a person one would
wish to have anything to do with a woman. Still, the father might turn up after
all; he had no intention of involving himself in this affair unless he
absolutely had to, so he likewise ensconced himself in a secluded corner, and
set himself to watch both Finn and girl.
As the
stream of passengers from London ceased, the girl’s agitation increased, and
she leant over the rail and scanned the quay anxiously. Then, as the
quartermaster's bugle sounded "All off for the shore" and the deckhands
began to cast loose the lashings, she went up to the officer in charge of the
gangway and touched him timidly on the arm. Austen could not hear what she
said, but the man's deeper tones reached him:
"Very
sorry, but it can't be done. We have to get over the bar on top of the
tide."
The girl
turned away with a look of despair and absolute terror on her face, and Austen,
who, resolutely though he had walled up his soul, was a man of warm feelings at
heart, went quickly up to her.
"Miss
Allinson, I believe," he said.
She turned
eagerly towards him.
"Come,"
he said, "I want to speak to you. I have a message for you from your
father," and he led her into the lounge. There, in a secluded alcove, they
seated themselves, unobserved amidst the bustle, the girl gazing at the man
with anxious attention, and he gazing at the carpet, unable to broach his
painful news, for he had now little doubt of the truth of the stranger's
statement.
Finally, he felt
in his pocket.
"I
think that if I give you this it will explain things to you better than I can,
for I am afraid I am the bearer of bad news,” and he handed her her father's
letter.
She took it
very quietly. He gathered that the blow that had fallen had long been dreaded,
and, now that it had come, was accepted stoically by one inured to
anxiety. Not knowing how to console her
or what to say, he resumed his uneasy contemplation of the carpet.
It was the
girl who broke the silence.
"The
flute of seven stops—the jade flute—where is it?"
"In my
dispatch-case."
"And
your dispatch-case?
"In my
cabin."
The girl's
hand rose nervously to her throat.
"It
will not be safe there," she said.
"I will
go at once and make sure of it," said the man, rising hurriedly.
As he
entered the long, white-painted, brilliantly lit alleyway that led to his stateroom
he saw a broad squat figure disappearing round the corner at the far end.
Quickening his steps, he hastened to his cabin. There lay the dispatch-case,
burst open. The jade flute was gone.
In great
perturbation he returned to Miss Allinson an announced his loss.
"You
must allow me to make good its value," he said, "for I feel that my
carelessness is responsible for this happening. I had not realized the
seriousness of the matter."
The girl
shook her head. "It is not a question of value. The thing would be better
at the bottom of the sea, where my father wished it; but—this is not an
ordinary flute." She looked up at him uneasily. "Do you know anything
about—the hidden side of things?"
"I am
afraid I have no idea what you mean," said Austen stiffly. He dreaded
being drawn into any confidential position, and longed to turn his charge over
to some motherly stewardess upon whose ample bosom she could weep in the normal
way instead of keeping herself in hand with this stony tenseness. "Won't
you let me take you along to your cabin and find your stewardess for you? This
must have been a great shock to you. There is no need to trouble yourself with
explanations."
The girl
turned wide grey eyes upon him. "Listen, she said. "If a person is
used to being hypnotized, they go off into a trance very easily. I am used to
being hypnotized to the sound of that flute, and whenever I hear it slide
straight off into an hypnotic state, and then I have no power over myself; I
just follow the person who plays it. There—there were some people who wanted
that flute, and they also wanted me. It is no use telling you why, you wouldn't
understand, but it would be better for me that I should go overboard than that
they should get me. But I will not trouble you further; you have been troubled
too much already. I am sorry; I will go now.” And before he could prevent her,
she had left him.
She did not
appear in the saloon that evening, and Austen chided himself angrily for his
lack of kindness to her. He hated his
task, and yet he felt himself responsible for her in her bereaved and
friendless condition. He had had very little to do with women since, after one
disastrous experience, he had excluded them from his life; and now that he was
a man of forty he had grown accustomed to his solitude and asked nothing of
Fate but to allow him to pursue his way undisturbed. It might be that half of
him was dead, but, at any rate, it no longer caused him any pain.
Next
morning, out early on deck, he saw ahead of him a brown cap fringed with a halo
of red-gold curls and, quickening his stride, he came up with the owner of it.
Naturally shy and reserved, and now thoroughly vexed with himself, he plunged
into his subject with unintentional brusqueness.
"Very
sorry I wasn't able to be of more assistance to you yesterday, Miss Allinson,
but I shall be very glad to do anything I can for you."
“It is very
kind of you," replied the girl quietly, “but I have no wish to be a burden
to you. The only thing I would ask of you is that you will, if you possibly
can, recover the flute. I should be much easier in my mind if I knew that it
were safely destroyed."
"I am
more sorry than I can say about the loss of that flute, but, you know, Miss
Allinson, you must really pull yourself together and not get imagining things."
"It is
not imagination," replied the girl. “If you knew anything about hypnosis,
you would know that what I say is true."
"But
who could want to lure you away? The Pied Piper of Hamelin does not exist
nowadays. Besides, no one could kidnap you on board ship; they would have
nowhere to put you."
"In
three minutes they could do all they required of me, and then …” She spread out
her hands with a little gesture that was more expressive than words.
"Look
here, Miss Allinson what is it that you are afraid If you would tell me frankly,
I might be able to give you some help."
The girl
looked up at him with a quick, searching glance. "You wouldn't
understand," she said.
"I
might if you would explain to me. At any rate, I will promise to keep an open
mind."
The girl
pondered a while, and then she said, "Do you know anything about hypnotism?"
''Very little;
only the ordinary inaccurate knowledge of the man in the street. I know that
hypnotists used to be credited with extraordinary powers, but that is all
exploded now.”
''It is not
entirely exploded. It is true that hypnotists cannot just look you straight in
the eye and send you off into trance as it was once believed they could, but if
you are accustomed to being hypnotized, you pass very much under the influence
of the person who hypnotizes you, and if he has used a flashing mirror or
bright light to hypnotize you with, whenever you see such a bright flashing
object—in the street, anywhere—you are apt to slide off into a trance condition
of your own accord.
"My
father was a doctor, and he did a lot of experimental work in hypnosis; he
probably knew more about it than anyone in Europe, and I used to help him with
his experiments. One day a Viennese doctor whom he had known in his student
days came to the house, and he had a long talk with Father and gave him that
queer little jade flute which you have seen. Now, Father studied other things
besides medicine and psychology; he studied occultism, and I believe the
Viennese doctor studied it too. At any rate, the flute he brought Father was
not an ordinary flute; it had come from the East, and it was used to invoke the
water spirits, the elemental forces behind water; they are live things, you
know, though they belong to a different order of evolution to ours.
"Now,
it seems that, supposing one could find someone who was in sympathy with the
water forces—someone who was born under one of the watery signs of the Zodiac—
and that person could be made absolutely passive, even if only for a few
seconds, then they could be used as a channel of evocation; the elemental
forces behind water could flow through them, as it were, from one plane of
existence to another. Father wanted to bring through those forces because he
believed that they could be used in medicine, for they are cleansing, healing,
soothing forces. Now, I was born on the first of July, when the sun is right in
the middle of the sign of Cancer, the Crab, the most positive of the watery
signs, so my father asked me if I could co-operate with him in his experiments,
and I said I would, so he set to work to train me to go into a trance condition
to the sound of the jade flute. I was a good subject, and soon learnt to go
into a somnambulistic state.
"Then
the trouble began. A Tartar from South Russia, came to see my father, and he
tried to make a bargain with him over the flute; he was willing to give my
father anything he wanted if he would allow him to be present when the
evocation was made; but my father would not; he refused to let him have anything
whatever to do with the experiment. Then the man began to threaten; he said
that if he could not get what he wanted by fair means, he would get it by foul,
and we soon found that he meant what he said. Moreover, he had many friends to
help him; there seemed to be a whole organisation of them, and as soon as we
got rid of one, another turned up. That was why we were going to America. My
father planned to leave Europe altogether and so throw them off our trail; but
we did not succeed, as you know. They wanted to get hold of me, and they wanted
to get hold of the flute; they have got the flute, and now ...”
"They
won't get hold of you," said Austen, “if it is in my power to prevent it.
I don't know anything about elementals, or signs of the Zodiac, but I have seen
more than one suspicious person hanging around, and now that I have got my eyes
open, I will take care that they do not get any further opportunity for
mischief."
Just then a
quartermaster came up. "The captain would be glad to see you, sir,"
he said.
Austen
accompanied the man to the chartroom, and there found the captain, purser, and
doctor assembled, ready to go round the ship for inspection, as the daily
custom is upon liners.
"With
regard to the theft of a curio from your cabin," said the former, “do you
think you could identify the man you saw in the alleyway?"
"I am
certain I could," replied Austen. “He was a short, thick-set, dark chap,
with almost a Chinese type of face."
"I am
afraid a good many in the steerage will answer to that description,"
replied the captain, "for we are taking out a lot of Lithuanians for work
on the railroads. They go out in gangs under their own bosses, who contract for
their labour with the railroad engineers; kind of slave trade really, for they
are too ignorant to look after their own interests. But come along ; you shall
go round the with us, and if you are able to pick out your man, we will have
him and his belongings searched; but as you may have some difficulty in doing
so, for all these chaps look exactly like one another, I should like you to put
on one of the officers' overcoats and caps, and then, in case there is nothing
doing, you will not attract any attention."
Austen was
speedily equipped with the gold-banded coat and cap, and set out for the
steerage. There, in the lower deck, the emigrants were drawn up in long rows
for the inspection. As the captain had said, the hundred and fifty Lithuanian
labourers were all of a type, the high cheekbones, flat noses, and squat
figures bearing witness to the wanderings of the nations. It was impossible to
swear to a short, thickset, swarthy man when the whole hundred and fifty
answered to that description.
Austen
noticed, however, as he passed down the lines in the wake of the captain, that
certain of the men had not got the hands of manual labourers. He counted seven
of these men in all, but he said nothing of this to the captain; it was useless
as evidence of theft; the fact that a man's nails were unbroken did not prove
him dishonest. Moreover, Austen had no wish to embark upon explanations if it
could possibly be avoided; every hour he realized more clearly the equivocal
position he had placed himself in by yielding to his unfortunate
fellow-traveller's plea for secrecy.
He
determined to safeguard the girl to the best of his ability. During the daytime
this was easy enough, and he was her constant companion, whether she walked the
deck or sat in one of the lounges. This was not lost on the shipboard gossips,
and Austen was quite aware of the significance of their glances as he stalked
sullenly at the side of his pretty companion, and he raged impotently against
them. That he, who had resolutely excluded women from his life, should be
suspected of a vulgar shipboard flirtation, was unendurable, and the knowledge
did not make him the pleasantest of comrades to the girl whom he had taken
under his care. She speedily became aware that his guardianship over her was of
the nature of a hated duty; no woman likes to find her society regarded in that
light, so a coolness sprang up between them. It was tacitly recognized that
neither, if they consulted their personal wishes, would be in the company of
the other, but that they were making the best of that which a grim necessity
compelled. The girl sat in her deckchair silently knitting a jumper; the man
pulled at a briar pipe and gazed steadfastly at the horizon. It was not an
enjoyable time for either of them.
By night,
however, Austen could not mount guard over his charge, and it was with anxiety
that he awaited her advent in the saloon each morning. The boat was timed for
five days, and four of them had passed uneventfully. Tomorrow they expected to
make the landfall and to land shortly after noon.
On the night
of the fourth day, Austen, his charge having retired to her cabin, sat in the
lounge at the head of the stairs reading and, as usual, smoking his gurgling
bulldog pipe. The deck door stood open, for the weather was close and warm, and
the steady wash of the waves along the ship's side sounded in the ears of the
reading man. It was; save for a belated bridge party in the smoking-room, the
passengers had retired to bed.
A sound,
however, presently began to mingle with the steady wash, wash, of the waves; it
was a water sound, but not a sound of the open sea, being rather the treble
tinkling of a streamlet over stones. Its little gurgling trills and runs
repeated and repeated, and would never have penetrated the consciousness of the
reading man if the sound of a footstep had not roused him to attention, and he
raised his eyes just in time to see Averil Allinson disappearing through the
open door on to the deck. He had only one second's glance before she was
swallowed up in the darkness of the starlit night, but he saw that she was not
moving with the free, springing step with which he had grown so familiar, but
with the gliding, balancing gait of a somnambulist. In an instant he was after
her, and was just in time to see, disappearing round the canvas windscreens, a
squat figure to whose lips was raised the jade flute and to whose lure the slim
figure of the girl was advancing.
He sprang
round the wind-screens and caught the man by the throat, drove his knee into
the pit of his stomach and sent him sprawling down the steep companion ladder
that led to the steerage deck; then he paused, anxiously listening, lest a hail
from the bridge should announce that the fracas had been observed. With a sigh
of relief he heard the steps of the watch offer die away at the far end of the
bridge, but suddenly caught his breath again as other footsteps approached
slowly down the deck and Averil Allinson came round the windscreens. The blank,
unseeing eyes and outstretched hands told their own story; she was in deep
trance.
For a moment
she paused irresolute, and then, seeming to perceive some influence that
emanated from the flute that Austen held clenched in his hand, she advanced slowly
towards it as a blind man might advance towards the heat of a fire. Austen put
up his hand to hold her off, and her own came in contact with it; instantly
they closed upon it and held him in a grip of iron, the arms as rigid and
unbending as bars of steel. The strong sea wind blew past them, fluttering the
girl's thin draperies, and she stood, poised upon tiptoe, like a flowing,
translucent wave, about to fall upon the black rock of a man who held her off.
Second followed second as they stood thus, one of the man's hands clenched by
the motionless girl and the other grasping the jade flute.
Then a
strange thing happened. The wind, blowing steady and strong, drove through the
mouthpiece of the flute, and its stops began to breathe, and strange chords and
undertones mingled with the shipboard sounds. The tones were not of this plane
of things, and, to the hearer, it seemed that primeval nature was about to
close in upon him. A wave broke over the bows, and the overcarried spray fell
around them like the baptism of some forgotten faith. The man found
hallucinations beginning to rise before his eyes; dim forms rose from the
wave-tops and flowed inboard; the voice of many waters was about him and the
earth and humanity grew far away and remote. Then a vibration began, like the
humming of a great organ stop; and as it gathered power, he felt the hands that
held him begin to vibrate with the rhythm of it; it seemed as if the girl were
humming with her whole body like a windblown shroud. Then the vibration began
to communicate itself to him, and his fingers tingled with the beat of it. It
spread up his arm, along his shoulder, down his spine, and the beat of his
heart began to synchronize with it also. Then, as it had begun, it faded away;
the girl's hand ceased to throb; the vibrations died out of his arms; his brain
cleared, and he found himself standing upon the empty and silent ship's deck
with two limp hands holding his.
The girl's
eyes had the blank, bewildered expression of one suddenly awakened from deep sleep,
and in answer to their unspoken question he said: "It is all over now, and
I have got the flute."
She looked
uncomprehendingly at the quaint green thing in his hand, and then realization
seemed to come to her.
"Yes, I
heard it," she said. "I was in my cabin and I heard it, but how did I
get here?"
"You
followed the man who was playing it. It was just like the Pied Piper of
Hamelin. I never saw anything so queer in my life."
"Who—who
was playing it?" asked the girl breathlessly. "One of the passengers
from the steerage. I kicked him back where he belongs. I do not think he will
trouble you again; and, anyway, this is the last night of the voyage."
"Did—did
anything happen? Some tense anxiety evidently weighed upon the girl, and the
man, conscious that something had happened, though he was entirely ignorant of
its nature and significance, was at a loss how to answer her.
"I
can't say that anything actually happened; nothing definite, or that one could
put into words; it was a sensation rather than an occurrence, more like a dream
than anything else."
"Did
you feel anything at the time?"
"Only a
kind of tingling sensation, but I think I caught it from you; you were
vibrating like a bell."
"Did --
did I touch you? "
"Well,
I should just about say you did; you had me gripped like a vice."
"And
the vibration?"
"Seemed
to pass down your arm and up mine, and then go off into space."
The girl
looked at him with a face transfixed with horror.
"What
is the matter?" said Austen. "I am afraid I don't understand."
"No,"
said the girl, "but you soon will." And before he could stop her, she
had vanished round the windscreens.
The man went
to his cabin, but sleep did not readily come to him; it seemed as if some echo
of the vibrations he had experienced still rang in him, filling him with a
sense of pulsating life, a pressure of vitality that made all existence appear
bright-coloured, like the scenes of a theatre, instead of the grey dimness of
ordinary existence ; and he who had shut himself away from life all these years
suddenly found life flowing in upon him like a rising tide. He, a man of forty,
a town-dweller habituated to a sedentary life, felt the keen desire of movement
for movement's sake that sends a boy to athletics. The moment he closed his
eyes the leaping forms of the wave-tops appeared before him, and he longed to
leap and race with them, flinging himself up and falling back with the motion
of the waves.
When he
awoke it was dawn, and the level rays of the rising sun came slantwise into his
cabin. It was long since he had awakened at dawn, for, like most city dwellers,
he was a night worker, sleeping late and heavily in the mornings; but here was
the dawn, and the dawn-wind calling him. He rose and flung on his clothes and
in a few minutes was out on deck. Right astern the sun was rising, and the
gulls swooped and shrieked round the vessel. Every wave was golden-crested, and
the hollows were the wonderful indigo-black of deep water. No land was in
sight, though the presence of the gulls showed that it was not far off. Austen stood there, drawing in deep breaths
of the sparkling air. Wind and water seemed pulsating with vitality, and the
lift and send of the ship was like the stride of a living creature. He strode
down the deck, giving easily to the motion as he swung along, and for the first
time in his life realized the joy of pure movement. Ito seemed to him that in
his long, powerful lifting stride he approached very close to the motion of the
waves. And so he walked, round and round the deck, mile after mile, until the
bugle summoned him to breakfast.
He watched
the door eagerly for the entrance of Averil Allinson, not with the usual
anxiety that he felt when she been beyond his guardianship, but with a strange
sense incompleteness, as if something were lacking that was essential to him.
But she did not appear, and having completed a restless meal, he again went on
deck, for the pulsing vitality within him would not permit him to remain
indoors.
Still no
Averil. They had made the landfall, and the cloudlike coast of America was
steadily taking form. They would land after lunch, and still there was no
Averil. The man paced the decks in a fever. The whole of the strange new
vitality that had awakened within him was gathered up and concentrated upon the
girl. In her presence the vitality was like wine in his veins; without her, it
was a rending torment and a fire.
At lunch,
instead of Averil, a note lay upon the table before him.
Dear Mr. Austen [it began,
I cannot possibly express my gratitude for all you have done for me, but I am
afraid you will think that I am expressing it in a strange way when I tell you
that it is much better that we should not see each other again. Do not attempt
to speak to me; and, if you can, avoid even the sight of me. Something happened
last night, and it will be very difficult for us to avoid the consequences,
which, I think, neither of us wish to face.
With the most sincere
gratitude and thanks,
Averil
Allinson.
John Austen
sat gazing at the letter as if it had been his own death sentence. Not see her
again? Why, good gracious, it had been bad enough to pass the morning without
seeing her. Oblivious of the steward who solicited his attention to the menu,
he sat staring into space, and then got up and hastily left the saloon; he
could not eat in the face of this intelligence.
Not see her
again? He had got to see her; he could not exist without her. He had got to see
her every day and all day; he could hardly bear her out of his sight. Suddenly
he stopped, arrested in his stride.
'Why, you
fool," he said out loud, "you are in love with her!”
The lady
beside whose chair he had halted, looked up in manifest excitement to see if
the words were addressed to her; but Austen, oblivious of all things save his
own torment, had turned aside to the rail, and, resting his elbows on it,
buried his face in his hands.
Here was he,
a man of forty, madly, insanely in love like a boy of twenty, and with a girl
young enough to be his daughter. The only thing for him to do was to ask her to
marry him—but suppose she would not have him? He gritted his teeth when he
remembered the pains he had taken during the voyage to make her realize that
his interest in her was purely impersonal and that she need not think to play
upon his susceptibilities, and he could have shouted aloud when he thought of
the proud aloofness into which he had turned the ready friendliness with which
she had first greeted him.
They were
steaming up New York harbour now, and still no Averil. She remained hidden in
her stateroom. One hope remained to him, however: she would have to come out
and face the customs officers, and he rejoiced when he remembered that their
names both began with A and consequently a meeting would be inevitable when the
baggage was graded alphabetically for its inquisition. If she had been Smith or
he had been Tompkins, they would have found themselves at opposite ends of the
quay, but as it was, a meeting was inevitable, and he awaited it eagerly.
As soon as
the slow docking of the great liner was over, he rushed down the gangway, suitcases
in hand. In the section labelled "A" the derricks had already
deposited several large trunks labelled Allinson, and beside them he
took his
stand, well aware that their owner must inevitably arrive with the keys sooner
or later.
A slight
figure swathed in brown furs was approaching across the quay. Austen, unable to
resist the impulse, went quickly to meet her. She looked up at him with
reproachful eyes.
"I
warned you! Oh, I warned you!" she said. "We shall never break loose
now."
"I
don't want to break loose," replied the man. "You have simply got to
have me. It is no use trying to send me away, because I can't go. Averil will
you marry me?"
The girl
turned on him proudly. "No," she said, "I most certainly will
not. This is simply an infatuation caused by the power that flowed in through
me and returned through you. It is always the way with an invocation; one has
to have the negative body of a woman for the power to flow in through and the
positive body of a man for it to return through, and it binds the two together
by a magnetic bond; that was why I so dreaded one of those horrible men getting
the flute … lest I should become bound to him."
"Then—then,"
cried Austen, “you too are aware of the bond?"
Averil drew
herself up proudly. "I am not so foolish as to give way to my
feelings," she replied. "I am quite well aware that you, in your
normal state, do not even like me, and do you think I would marry a man who had
to be 'glamoured' into loving me?"
"Are
you so sure of that?"
"You
were at great pains to make it plain to me. I have never had such a horrid week
in my life."
"If you
want to know the truth, I was afraid of liking you too much; I knew you could
have no use for a man like me, old enough to be your father, and I was afraid
of getting hurt. And now I am desperate. Averil, you must hear me."
But she had
turned on her heel and was walking away.
"Averil,
stop! You can't leave me like this; you are tied to me just as much as I am to
you. What does it matter how love came to us now that it has come?"
But she
continued her walk. She was evidently going to abandon her luggage and take
flight from love and him before it was too late and her resolution should
weaken. He looked after her as the shadows of the great echoing shed swallowed
her up. There was between them the finest thing that can come to a man and a
woman—a union of the spirit, and she, in the pride of her despised beauty, was
throwing it aside. She, he felt certain, was bound to him even as he was bound
to her; her eyes had told him that even while her lips rejected him. Should he
let her go, or should he hold her? His hand went to his breast pocket and drew
out the jade flute, the flute of seven stops that had made all the mischief;
well, it should now make atonement. He raised it to his lips, and above all the
turmoil of the disembarkation there sounded the liquid purling of a mountain
stream. Unobserved by the hurrying crowd about him he played upon the jade
flute, fingering its seven stops lovingly as the strange harmonies flowed out
and it seemed that, even from the foul, oil-stained water of the dock, there
came a stirring of response, as if, beneath all the grime, a sweet and pure
soul was touched and answered.
But it was
on the far end of the gloomy shed that the man's attention was focused. Would a
shadow disengage itself from the shadows and come towards him? He walked slowly
over the sodden timbers of the quay piping like Arcadian Pan, and the dark,
hideous place filled with the sound of running water.
Then he saw
that which he sought. Out of the shadows the girl was coming. She came swiftly,
with the undulating movement of the waves of the open sea, but this time her
eyes were open, and she was smiling. He took her hand, and at his touch the
strange thrilling vibration again leapt from hand to hand; the bond, re-forged,
drew tight from heart to heart, and, looking deeply into her eyes, he knew that
they twain had become one.
Oh my God, many thanks for this story!!! It was my dream to read it oneday!!!
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DeleteDear Celtic Fire,
ReplyDeleteI am a long-term fan of Art O'Murnaghan and his work, and am now carrying out formal research on both. I have found your posts on O'Murnaghan extremely enlightening, especially in explaining his position within Theosophy and his relationship with Dion Fortune. I would love to provide you with images of more of his work, which you might like to use in your blog. Thank you, Sandra.
Thanks Sandra. Good to hear from you. If you are interested in corresponding on this, please do contact me on FirstCelticFire@protonmail.com
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